Interjected post!

I just wanted to write and say how grateful I am for the people around me. I am so blessed to know such wonderful people! I'm so thankful for everything they do for me and how wonderful I feel when I am around them. I truly am grateful. Shoot. I really love them. Really:)

Yet another day!

Letter to my dreams:

Okay so I don't know if thy mean letter to the dreams I have or not or a letter to my ambitions and goals.. So I'll address both.

Dreams I have at night:
You're freaking weird. I don't think I'll ever understand you. I don't really have much to say except.. stop it. Be normal. And pleasant. Thanks:)

Goals and Ambitions:
I love you! You keep me moving forward:) I love how simple and yet challenging you are. I'm hoping to achieve you and then make more of you:) Keep being awesome:)

Yep. Short blog post. I'd fill it up more with stuff going on in my head but there's too much going on for me to put it into words..
Hasta luego, Eggos on fuego!

Oi.

Man I'm sorry! Soooo much has happened since my last blog post- but I am going to continue on in my life letters. I will continue on!
Day 4- Your Sibling(s)

Kenny- You are such an amazing older brother. I am proud to be your little sister. You know so much about so many things and I love how goofy we get when we're together! I love spending time with you and while I do get snappy with you, I appreciate your advice. A lot of times I just don't want to hear it, even when I need to. You always know what I need to hear. I love you for being there for me when I really need you and always listening. I love you!

Erik- You are the most like me in a lot of ways, not just in appearance, and I'm honored to say that! I am proud to be your little sister. I have always admired so much about you, like your ability to accept people and have conversations without them being awkward. I really appreciate how much you look out for me and have helped me to figure out what I want out of life. Thanks for being there, especially lately, with everything that is going on. I love you!

Anna- I love you, you're the best big sister a girl could ask for. I'm so blessed to have such a wonderful example of grace, poise, and all-out crazy in my life. Thank you for being so wonderfully patient with me- though I know I don't deserve it in the slightest. Some of my favorite moments in life are just talking with you in the kitchen and dancing around. You are such a blessing to me and I'm grateful for you. I love you:)

Day 3- My Parental Units :)

Dear Aiti and Dad,
Well shoot.
I'm 18! It's crazy, I'm the last one, how are you guys going to live without me once I move out? ;) Haha. Okay sorry. I'll be serious now.
I love you so much. You are such great parents! You teach me new things and you have raised me so well, I'm proud of the person I am becoming, and I am proud to be your daughter.
I really appreciate that you raised me up in the church. The church is so important to me, and though for a bit, I was unsure of the church, I am so grateful now to have it in my life.
It teaches me so much and it gives me a good foundation.
You give me a good foundation.
I've learned so many good things from you!
I mean, Dad, how many girls know how to tie flies? Or identify edible mushrooms? I'm not as good at it as you are, but I could definitely survive in the wilderness for a while if need be.
And Aiti, you have taught me so many things about how to be a good mother. I know that one day, I'll have kids and I will use a lot of the skills that I have learned from you. You're so nurturing to all of us kids, and that is so important.
I love you guys so much! Thank you for all that you've done for me already:)
Love you tons!,
Sofia

Day 2- To my crush. Eep.

Sooo I'm runnin' a little behind on these, so I'm gonna do two a day. I already did one. Here's numero dos:

Dear Mr. Crush,
You are amazing.
Like seriously, you're simply amazing. You blow my mind every day and you teach me so much about things I never knew about.
You're kind, loving, an amazing listener, and you understand. I feel like I can talk to you about everything.
I love that about you.
You treat me like a girl. That's a weird feeling. We've discussed that before, I always kinda feel like a guy, but you treat me like a lady, and you are such a gentleman:)
It's weird.
I feel like I could talk about you for hours, but then writing this, it's so hard for me. There are just no words to describe what you mean to me, just as a friend.
I love that we can talk for hours. And we talk about such simple things! I never feel like a loser when I talk to you, you make me feel like you actually care about what I have to say. That's really really important to me. You don't treat me like I'm any less of a person than you are, you respect me.
I love the feeling of protection I get when I'm around you. I feel like I am instantly going to be okay, all the time.
I wish I could be a better person for you. I wish I knew how you felt! Oh man, if I only knew how you felt, how that would change my entire outlook.. But, thus is life, I suppose.
I have to be patient.
Which is hard for someone like me! I'm a very curious person, you know that, I get these dumb ideas and then you're like "Oh, that's cool!" and I'm like, "Crap I sound like an idiot."
Freaking story of my life.
Why do you put up with me? Ha. I don't really expect us to go far, even though there are others who would disagree, but I hope that we can at least be friends forever. You're so important to me and I care so much about you!
It's very rare that I find someone who can understand my weirdness!
There are only 2 people on this earth that understand my weirdness, and I'm so glad that you are one of them:)
No one else knows me like you do.
I love your family too! Like holy crow, they're such great people:) They are such good examples and make me want to be a better person.
I really appreciate the friend that you are to me, and I hope that I am able to be that kind of a friend to you.
Love,
Sofia

Day 1- To my dear best friend:)

Best friend.
What a weird term. It seems that different people have different interpretations of the term, "best friend". To some, it means that they're the person you hang out with. To others, it's someone you tell everything to, and know that they won't judge you.
For me, it's those and more.
I find that I have difficulty having one "best friend". But, if I were to give that title to any person in the whole world, I would have to say it is you, my lovely Teiglet.
You put up with me so much. Well, we put up with each other.
See, I see friendship as a two way street, as I'm sure most people do. But I find that in my relationships, it seems to happen that I give more than I receive. Not with you.
You're the best.
I love you so much. You put up with me when I'm crying, angry, hyper, calm, hurt, furious, annoyed, sad, depressed, lower than depressed, you do it all. I owe you soooo much.
And you always knows exactly what I need to hear. I don't always want to hear what I need to hear, but I know that what you say, you say out of love.
Our friendship has not gone without it's share of trials. But I believe the trials that we face have made us stronger and closer. I love that I can always turn to you when I feel like my life is spiraling. You're always there to pick me back up, and I love you for that.
You're gorgeous, funny, kind, gentle, sarcastic (good thing, I am too), non-judgmental, strong, and sooo understanding. I appreciate everything you do for me and I love that you let me help you.
I love that I can feel so comfortable with your family. Even with the incessant name calling and such.. cough.. I am so comfortable with you guys and I completely love it! It's a great feeling:)
It's weird to think that two years ago, I thought you were annoying and you thought I hated you.. and look at how our friendship has evolved! Ha. Okay, so we didn't start out on the best of terms, but you can't really blame me for why I felt the way I did, and I certainly don't blame you. It seems that the weird connection that we had was one of the unifying things to create the spark of our friendship.
I love our inside jokes. And I love that we laugh at the same things and feel the same way about so many things, but are totally okay with each other if we disagree about something.
That's so important to me.
You make me want to be a better person. Every day. You push me to become something more than what I am, which is really important for me, I need that motivation:)
I love you so so much, you're an amazing best friend, and I'm so glad to have you in my life, I hope you never leave it:)

All my love,
Sofers

Life Letters :)

So, I've been a terrible little blogger lately, not doing my blogging duties. I stumbled upon this list of letters to write, and I think this will be good to help me know what to say each day, maybe help me get back into the sync of blogging daily. So here's the list- and I'll start blogging today! :)


Write a Letter to:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you've drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that's not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
One a day, starting today..
Yeah, about that, I'm gonna start tomorrow. My computer's having a freakout.
So.. Tomorrow it is! :)