Real Quick.

I have about five minutes to post this because I have stuff I am supposed to be doing. But I really want to post.
So.
I have found that I tend to dwell. I mean, all teenagers do it, but I do it a lot.
I wish I had put more time into getting to know my Muumuu. I miss her so much. She really was important to me, and I miss her everyday.
It was a strange feeling, having my birthday this year and not getting a home made card from her. I was her "little fish" and I miss the cards with the fish on them.
She was a really important part of my own mother's life, seeing as she was my mom's mom.
She was an amazing grandma. We have this picture hanging in the living room and she is a little girl in the picture, and I have had a lot of people ask me if it is a picture of me. It isn't, it's a picture of my grandma. I miss her so much.
I am so excited for next February, so I can be baptized for my grandma and she will be happy and be able to live in paradise. I want nothing more than for her to live in paradise.


I need to stop talking about sad things.

As you probably know, I am Laurel's president, meaning I am always with young women, and kind of direct the girls. I love all of the girls in our ward! They are such cuties, and they are inspirations to me. It was so fun going to camp with them last week and seeing how spiritual they are, it really helps my spirit to grow! They all have very unique personalities and ideas. It is so awesome to see the different strengths they have, and how they use their strengths to fill in where they feel they should.
Speaking of YW, we have an activity tonight! We usually have them on Wednesday, but we are doing something special. We are going to Albany to listen to an (apparently) attractive guy sing! It'll be fun. I just need to remember my blanket. :)